Today is 12/9/10, your 4 month birthday. Oh, how I wish you were here on this day. How I wish I could kiss your fuzzy head as I wish you a happy 4 month birthday. I wish I could take you to the doctor's office for a check up and we could marvel at how you've grown since your birth. But, baby, you aren't here for any of that.
Today was kind of a hard day for me, baby. I don't know why exactly, but I'm sure it has to do with it being 4 months since I held you. I can't believe it's been that long, it feels like it was just yesterday. And then, it also feels like a lifetime ago. I think it hit me that you really are gone and I won't get to celebrate any birthdays with you. And that makes me very sad, baby girl.
Brianna, I miss you every day. I really wish things were different and that you were here with us. I promise to always remember your birthday, baby.